man.hat.tan.

i woke up today just aching for new york city.

it's not that i don't like colorado, i mean what's not to like with all this sunshine and optimism.

but it's not new york and it never will be.

i miss walking in the city alone. i miss sitting in a bar and reading a book. i miss the reverence for sunday brunch. i miss walking down bank street. i miss looking at all the different faces on the subway. i miss the flowers at takashimaya...i miss my friends.

i miss feeling small.

i have made a good life here, no doubt. but i can't help but want my city. let's hope the little job plan i am hatching works out.